work in under 2 hours and i can’t even be bothered to get out of bed, how did drinking one drink turn into a night of drinking and this, fml
OMFG I HATE my Mum.
Asked can I go home for Easter - answer = ‘I don’t think that is such a good idea’.
I hate not having a place called home, I am so unwanted atm - fucking hating my life!!
probably going to be kicked out of uni now….
OMG nearly told my friend everything, but I left out the one vital piece of information so she now thinks that I am just emotional - I fucking miss you soo much, ignoring my e-mails and texts is beginning to hurt (OK 1 e-mail but anyway).
Quite literally just wanna start what i stopped a couple of weeks ago, can’t deal with this anymore, I keep telling myself 4 more days till I am home where people actually like me but I don’t know about that anymore. Have my hot water bottle in bed and am ready for another shit night of tossing and turning. Haven’t felt this bad in a LONG time - even painting my nails earlier didn’t make me feel any better!!!
Really cba to do a flute recital thing today and then on Friday play a ‘composed’ piano piece which is non-existent at the moment - and probably will still be so till Thursday evening….